Stop being a pushover. Stop behaving like you are the only one dealing with such a situation. Everyone have there own and even worse situations. All you need to do is focus a little and things are sorted.
Breakout of your comfort zone.
Of course people will give you times when you don’t believe in yourself but why focus in that, let them do there work while you do yours.
Embrace your glitch. Its just a bug which can be fixed. Follow your dreams. Live. Existing, many souls are doing that, you don’t have to be the same, be different. Don’t wait for things to fall into place. Improve yourself everyday. Just act, whether you are ready or not, start right now. As the saying goes “There is magic in action”